You Kill Me But I Love It

[Verse 1]
Saw your name light up my phone
Jaw tight, yeah I still slide
You talk sweet, cut to the bone
I bleed out, then I rewind
You kiss rage into my throat
Say “come over,” I obey
Every lie tastes like a joke
But I laugh, let it all stay (yeah)
[Chorus]
You kill me but I love it
You tear my heart and flood it
I’m crawling back in public
I hate the way I crave your touch
You kill me but I love it
You burn me, I still hug it
I swear that I’ll rise above it
But every time you call, I rush
[Verse 2]
You show up, perfume and claws
Black nails tapping on my chest
Every promise breaking laws
You confess, then you undress
I’m your favorite crash and burn
You’re the match I hold too long
Say I’ll leave, then I return
Turn my pain into your song (oh)
[Chorus]
You kill me but I love it
You tear my heart and flood it
I’m crawling back in public
I hate the way I crave your touch
You kill me but I love it
You burn me, I still hug it
I swear that I’ll rise above it
But every time you call, I rush
[Bridge]
I don’t wanna want this
I don’t wanna want this (but I do)
Every red flag waving
Looks holy when it’s you
I don’t wanna want this
I don’t wanna want this (but I do)
If loving you is toxic
Then poison is the truth
[Chorus]
You kill me but I love it
You tear my heart and flood it
I’m crawling back in public
I hate the way I crave your touch
You kill me but I love it
You burn me, I still hug it
I swear that I’ll rise above it
But every time you call, I rush

rap, Dark trap-pop hybrid over bright minor keys, aggressive bouncing low-end and razor hats. Male vocals: breathy and intimate in the verses, exploding into a distorted, doubled hook with octave layers. Choruses hit with wide synths and chanty gang vocals; verses stay tighter and more rhythmic. Subtle risers and glitchy vocal chops into each drop, with a final half-time outro for a menacing fade., pop, male vocals, breathy, bright