I Forgave You (So I Could Breathe) by VikingoVisions - Zona

I Forgave You (So I Could Breathe) by VikingoVisions - Zona

Lyrics

Verse 1

I carried your name like a bruise on my chest,

Every word you said still lives in my head,

I replay the night when the truth finally bled,

You smiled and lied, said you “did your best.”

I learned how to laugh with a crack in my voice,

Learned how to stay when I didn’t have a choice,

I wore all your damage like it was my fault,

Built walls outta love just to watch ‘em fall.

Pre-Chorus

I tried to hate you, God knows I did,

But hate’s just a cage I was living in.

Chorus

I forgave you so I could breathe,

Put the weight down, finally sleep,

I was drowning in what you did to me,

Holding onto scars like they kept me free.

I forgave you—not ‘cause you changed,

Not ‘cause it didn’t still hurt like hell,

I forgave you so I could breathe,

So I could finally save myself.

Verse 2

I kept every promise you broke in two,

Kept telling myself, “That’s what love do,”

I bled in silence, called it being strong,

Stayed way too long just to prove you wrong.

I prayed for peace, but I slept with pain,

Said your name like it wouldn’t rain,

Every “I’m sorry” came way too late,

But I still felt guilty walking away.

Pre-Chorus

I thought forgiveness meant letting you win,

Didn’t know it meant letting me live again.

Chorus

I forgave you so I could breathe,

Put the past down, set it free,

I was choking on everything you said to me,

Trying to survive what was killing me.

I forgave you—not ‘cause you cared,

Not ‘cause you ever understood,

I forgave you so I could breathe,

And learn what loving me looks like now.

Verse 3

I ain’t saying it didn’t leave a mark,

Some nights still get real dark,

But I don’t wake up shaking anymore,

Don’t beg for truth at a locked front door.

I found my strength in the letting go,

Found my peace in the “no,”

You don’t get space in my heart no more,

I changed the locks, found the cure.

Bridge

Forgiveness ain’t forgetting the pain,

It’s choosing not to bleed again,

It’s laying down the knife you held,

And saying, “I deserve better than this hell.”

Final Chorus

I forgave you so I could breathe,

Let the sunlight back in me,

I was buried under who I used to be,

Now I’m standing in the air, finally free.

I forgave you—not for you,

But for the life I still believe,

Yeah, I forgave you so I could breathe…

And I’m breathing now.

Outro

I don’t wish you harm, I don’t wish you well,

I just wish myself a life beyond that hell.