Traumatized

I’m traumatized cuz I see
Beyond the lies
Sent shots sound harmonized 
Please…don’t apologize 
I was never normalized 
I don’t look at u 
With normal eyes
Cuz I know where ur morals lie
& I can’t stand that u stand at the borderline 
Can you endure the time
When I clap it’s not to applaud for crime
It’s a fatal warning sign 
Never go to war with mines
I’ll invade and explode ya mind
Educated & so defined
Earthly heavenly
& I’m feeling so divine 
Cuz I’d go to the depths 
And then over climb
Grab a refreshment to feel so refined
Yeah now you know it’s time

traumatized cuz I see
Beyond the lies
Sent shots sound harmonized 
Please…don’t apologize 
I was never normalized 
I don’t look at u 
With normal eyes
Cuz I know where ur morals lie
& I can’t stand that u stand at the borderline 

Trauma now I hate that I’m a
Individual that’s been desensitized 
Cuz drama witnessed with my eye own eyes
The laws of attraction & karma
Criminals without principles
Self respect integrity & honor
As a young black male 
That grew up without his father
The closer I got to success
Feels like it ran from me father
Stronger than most my partners
I zone out listening to Dear MaMa
I won’t let nobody harm her
I’d be screaming I can’t Breathe
Like Eric Garner talk about Trauma

traumatized cuz I see
Beyond the lies
Sent shots sound harmonized 
Please…don’t apologize 
I was never normalized 
I don’t look at u 
With normal eyes
Cuz I know where ur morals lie
& I can’t stand that u stand at the borderline

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