Weightless

You made me think that this is the price you pay for beauty,

It costs everything to be this tired, but it's worth it, it's like a duty,

Hands are shaking, heart is pounding,

Body's perfect, but mind feels drowsy,

My goals are to see my body drowning,

so deep in my thoughts that I can't tell if I'm there,

"You are what you eat", and skinny is the style I wear,

You put me in a game that has no rivals,

If I'm high, I'm climbing higher,

There's no love, there's no desire,

It's only me, who makes me spiral,

To dream to be weightless,

You never get to win the final,

I need to feel weightless, I need to weight less,

I might be scarred but at least I'm thin,

There's so much to loose, but nothing to win,

I thank you for the way you judged my body, I was bullied into becoming beautiful,

Are you proud now, when I became a barbie?

My goals are my bodys nightmare,

so deep in my thoughts that I can't tell if I'm there,

To feel pretty, hunger is my style to wear,

You put me in a game that has no rivals,

If I'm high, I'm climbing higher,

There's no love, there's no desire,

It's only me, who makes me spiral,

To dream to be weightless,

You never get to win the final,

I need to feel weightless, I need to weight less,

Are you proud now? Am I beautiful enough?

If I walk down the street, will the people see, that I am what you wanted me to be?

You put me in a game that has no rivals,

If I'm high, I'm climbing higher,

There's no love, there's no desire,

It's only me, who makes me spiral,

To dream to be weightless,

You never get to win the final,

I need to feel weightless, I need to weight less,