[intro]
Madbone Records
... [sad verse]
[verse 1]
am a little bit under the weather
whatever ever the case might be,I must still look forward
my mind is not stable
grateful am alive but am afraid I might not live to see another betrayal,The wakeful night was upon me once again and my pains keeps
getting worse.
Demons under my bed,the feeling is frightening,
lightening striking, my mind keeps hallucinating
[Chrous]
my heart is broken
unspoken pains
my heart keeps bleeding from within
everything seems too fake, but its real
my mind says more pills
if I don't take the pills I willn't be here,
and if I take the pills too I willn't be here
everything is confusing
glory, there is a hole in my heart
(x2)God please save me
[verse 2]
if the night consumed me,and I don't make it alive, just let my old lady know I tried my best and worst.
the Church was no place for me,the gossip was too much than the Gospel.
I got bored easily, don't blame me
“I am not a saint”
I know who I am
I am my old lady's 1st and 2nd child.
Rest in peace big bro, I filled your gap.
Wasn't easy, young warrior did his best.
My mistakes from the past has eventually caught up to me, we might meet again big bro.
[Chrous]
my heart is broken
unspoken pains
my heart keeps bleeding from within
everything seems too fake, but its real
my mind says more pills
if I don't take the pills I willn't be here,
and if I take the pills too I willn't be here
everything is confusing
glory, there is a hole in my heart
[Bridge Chrous]
nooooo...
no more pills
no more pills
no more pills
no more pills
no more pills
I want to live and feel my heart beat again
I want to live and feel my...
heart beat again.
[verse 2]
my heart is broken
unspoken pains
my heart keeps bleeding from within
everything seems too fake, but its real
my mind says more pills
if I don't take the pills I willn't be here,
and if I take the pills too I willn't be here
everything is confusing
glory, there is a hole in my heart
[bridge]
it's okay if you judge me for mine wrongs
I willn't live forever, but when am gone
I would be gone forever
miss me if u can, but don't mourn for me because you never walked in my shoes
They felt heavy and discomfort, I went through it all
we have our own demons to keep us company anyway.
it's hurts to the point I can't feel anything any more.
if the room becomes silence and u never hear my voice anymore,
probably I might have pulled the trigger already....
[hook]
am a little bit under the weather
whatever ever the case might be,I must still look forward
my mind is not stable
grateful am alive but am afraid I might not live to see another betrayal,The wakeful night was upon me once again and my pains keeps
getting worse.
Demons under my bed,the feeling is frightening,
lightening striking, my mind keeps hallucinating
