[Verse 1]
(Soft, pulsing beat — dark synths creeping in)
Something’s crawling under my skin
Don’t know where the ache begins
I don’t fit in here… I don’t fit in anywhere
Every stare cuts straight through bone
Like I’m cursed to die alone
What did I do to earn this hollow glare?
[Pre-Chorus]
(Low echo, slow build)
But then he walks in—
A storm dressed in leather sin
Everything I fear... everything I crave
Why can’t I look away?
[Chorus]
(Full band hits – backup vocals whispering: “Detest… possess… confess…”)
He’s everything I detest
But he’s pulling at my chest
Owns the room without a sound
Has me spinning, breaking down
Swore I’d never beg or plead
Now he’s crawling on his knees
And I don't know who's holding the leash...
[Verse 2]
(Beats heavier — electric guitar creeps in)
He wants to bend me, make me break
But I won’t snap — I raise the stakes
I’m not your doll, not a chain to tie
I burn hotter than your lie
My mind is iron, even when I bleed
You won't plant your twisted seed
[Bridge]
(Haunting harmonies — cello/synth swell underneath)
But there’s a gleam in his cold eyes
When I fight and rise
He makes me sit at his throne each night
Guarding me like sacred right
Why do I let him?
[Chorus – 2nd variation]
(Layered vocals, more intense harmonies)
He’s everything I detest
But he’s nothing like the rest
Whispers say his soul’s long gone
But I see what’s really wrong
There’s a monster with a shattered core
Who was human once before
And maybe I don’t hate him anymore...
[Breakdown]
(Distorted whispers + glitchy vocal overlays)
“You're mine,” he growls
I snap — “You don’t own me.”
But still...
I stay.
I stay.
[Final Chorus]
(Everything drops out for first line, then builds back hard)
He’s everything I detest—
But maybe this is fate’s cruel test
In his shadows, something’s pure
And now I’m not so sure…
If I want to run or burn
If I’ll ever not return
This darkness feels like where I belong...
[Outro – whispered, over fading piano and ambient synth]
He’s everything I detest…
Or so I thought.