[Instrumental Intro – distorted guitar hum, low sub bass]
...
[Verse 1 – muted guitar, dry drums]
I woke up feeling nothing again
Tried to fake a smile for my friends
They think I’m cool, I think I’m bent
Like my brain needs rent
Scrolling through faces I don’t care about
Posting pics just to drown it out
You say I’m hot when I’m falling apart
Guess that’s modern art
[Pre-Chorus – bass pulse, tension build]
My head says run
My body says stay
My mouth says “fine”
But I’m not okay
[Chorus – full band, loud drums, distorted guitar]
I need serotonin
Or something stronger
Kiss me like you mean it
Hold me a little longer
Say I’m your favorite mistake
Love me for heaven’s sake
If we’re both this broken
Let’s not pretend we’re okay
[Instrumental Break – guitar riff, drum fill]
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[Verse 2 – sub bass, minimal beat]
You said “don’t overthink it”
So I overthink it more
You said “don’t get attached”
Now I’m pacing the floor
You touch my waist like you care
Then disappear into thin air
If this is love, it’s unfair
But I still let you there
[Rap Verse – 808 bass, trap hi hats]
Yeah
I don’t trust what I feel these days
Too many highs, too many waves
Sober thoughts but I still behave
Like chaos is what I crave
You say we’re toxic, maybe it’s true
But I look better next to you
If heartbreak’s what we always do
Then fuck it, let’s see it through
[Pre-Chorus – drums drop, vocal close]
My head says leave
My hands say stay
We’re bad for each other
But that’s okay
[Chorus – louder, layered vocals]
I need serotonin
Or something stronger
Touch me like you miss me
Even if it’s wrong, yeah
Call me your favorite mistake
Say we don’t need to escape
If we’re both this broken
Let’s not pretend we’re okay
[Bridge – clean guitar, softer vocal]
Maybe I don’t want to heal
Maybe I just want to feel
Even if it’s messed up and real
At least it’s real
[Final Chorus – full energy]
I need serotonin
Or something stronger
Lie to me slowly
Make it last longer
We’re not that golden
We’re just older
If love’s a disorder
Pull me closer
[Outro – distorted guitar fade]
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DreamyCow
