always and forever

the hardest thing I'll ever do is

walk away still loving you

but I know that you hate me guaranteed

I give my whole self to you

then you break me till I'm blue

was anything you said to me true..

all the lies

there uncoverd now

im so damn high

thing about how

you could do this to me

the lies you spoke are in my head

I can't even lay in my bed

without crying about how you left

strung me along for so long

me thinking you've always loved everything that I have done for you

but the real you, I finally saw

after ignoring all your flaws

you said Im ur favorite person but all that shits written In cursive

where I can't even read the signs

all of your lies, they consume me

and all of your time,to see right through me

I never knew why you acted like you didn't care

but now that I have self worth

you mean nothing

but I'm still butthurt

but covered between the lines

it's still you and me the whole time

but in reality it's me and i

cuz you decide to leave when I needed u most

I'm still wearing your white tee while dancing with your ghost

and there's nothing you can do to convince me you love me

since you proved your point of putting everyone above me

but loving you is hard and that's all I'll ever know

and god you make me so alone

but I'll still love you forever, I promised after all

just know my love is for you to keep

always and forever, I say deep