[Verse 1]
Kept every secret
Sat in the back of my own life
Smiling in photos
Eyes saying "maybe another time"
Called me at midnight
I’d drive and say I was "all right"
Burned out and breathless
Still asking if you’re fine
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been the soft place you fall
Even when I’m crawling
I picked up every call
Even when my heart was calling
[Chorus]
It’s my turn this time
I’m choosing my side
I won’t fade
Won’t hide
I’m done standing behind
It’s my turn this time
Hear me draw that line
To my friends
My blood
I say "no more" this time
[drum gang
Stomps and claps
Gang vocals shouting "no more"]
[Verse 2]
You loved the version
Of me that never asked for a thing
But I’m rewriting
The parts where I keep disappearing
So if you need me
I might be busy saving my glow
If that offends you
Then maybe you don’t want me to grow
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been the soft place you fall
Even when I’m breaking
Now I’m the one I’ll call
This is the move I’m making
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I still love you
That won’t change
But I love me just the same
You had tickets to my pain
Show’s over
I’m changing the name
I’m not heartless
I’m just whole
Kept the promise to my soul
You can come
Or you can go
But I won’t let myself go
[Chorus]