[Verse 1]
You left to put flame to the foil
Chasing ghosts in the corner of the room
I was holding a baby bottle and a lawyer
Same day I watched you choose your doom
Left me to raise our daughter
Tiny socks by the sink
Bills on the table
She asking why you ain’t in the picture
I’m stalling
Saying you just ain’t able
I’m standing on business being a man
One hand in the dirt
One hand on the plan
You somewhere shaking
I’m somewhere breaking
Trying not to hate you
But I kinda can
[Chorus]
You left to put flame to the foil (why you go like that?)
Left me to raise our daughter
Patch my soul with that soil
I’m standing on business
Even when my heart’s in the toilet
Got a smile on my face but inside I’m paranoid (yeah)
You left to chase that poison
We stayed with all this disorder
I’m tucking her in at night
Trying not to mention your name
You left to put flame to the foil
I stayed here and married the pain (married the pain)
[Verse 2]
I’m moody
I admit it
Short fuse when the rent due
Scars still vivid
She spill juice
I overreact
Then catch myself
’Cause I see your shadow every time I snap
Can’t help
Therapist saying “let go”
But she look just like you when her eyes get low
Same laugh
Same little head tilt
I’m paying for your choices with my guilt
Phone buzz
Another unknown number
I don’t answer
I don’t need your thunder
Last time you called
You was nodding
Talking slow
Said you love her
Then hung up before the “hello”
[Chorus]
You left to put flame to the foil (to the dark, to the void)
Left me to raise our daughter
Teach her love ain’t a ploy
I’m standing on business
Even when my voice destroyed
Got this ring of responsibility I never avoid (never avoid)
You left to chase that poison
We stayed to sift through the wreckage
I’m reading her bedtime stories
Editing you out the sentence
You left to put flame to the foil
We stayed here
Learning the difference (yeah, the difference)
[Bridge]
One day she’ll ask me straight
“Did you try? Did you fight? Did you wait?” (did you wait?)
I’ll say I loved a woman that couldn’t love herself
Then I loved you through her
When there was nothing left
[Chorus]
You left to put flame to the foil (why you go like that?)
Left me to raise our daughter
Build a life from the void
I’m standing on business being a man
Breaking cycles I loathed
Heart heavy but my back won’t fold (won’t fold)
You left to chase that poison
We stayed and rewrote the story
I’m tucking her in at night
Letting go of all that worry
You left to put flame to the foil
We stayed here and found our glory (found our glory)