distant (demo)

you only want me when i’m distant
now you acting like you— you— you miss it
said that i was too— too— too damn much
now you mad i got the a— a— attention

now you watching how i move
like you got something to prove
touch me once then i’m gone
you waited way too fucking long

say my name in the dark
you know just what you lost
i don’t chase, i attract
baby just sit back and watch
shining in your vision

you only love me when i’m distant
i’m everything you’re missing
now you’re begging for attention

showing up in your dreams
causing a whole fucking scene
even when you’re with her
you still thinking of me

you only love me when i’m distant (distant, distant)

showing up in your dreams (dreams)
i don’t even let you sleep (sleep)
every time you close your eyes
you keep dreaming about being inside (mhm)

now you see me leveling up (up)
and you hate it, i can tell
i was heaven in your hands
but now i’m giving you hell

no call, no text
you was really out for the sex
having long talks with lexi (lexi)
thought you were so quirky and sexy (sexy)
you fumbled so damn hard
i guess you’re a bottom after all (fuck boy)

shining in your vision (vision)
you only love me when i’m distant (distant)
i’m everything you’re missing 
now you’re begging for attention (mhm)

showing up in your dreams (yeah)
causing a whole fucking scene
even when you’re with her
you still thinking of me (me, me)

(you only loved me when i was distant [distant])
(you pushed me back but pulled me in (in, in])
(you craved the control)
(watching me cry and beg for you to love me [me])
(only for you to walk away)
(you’re not the guy i met, it was all a facade [fake])
(i’m finding myself now, but that part of my life will never be forgotten [forgotten, forgotten])