Life’s Cruel Game

Heartache is a damn pain in the chest!!!!

Like a knife the you twist with every thought of love or sliver of hope!!!!

The demons torment me with no mercy!!!!

I rose from the wreckage a dark version of me the only survivor!!!!!

The darkness closes in me, razor wire squeezing my bleeding heart!!!! I use to fear the dark but now I kneel with open arms!!!

The cold chill of isolation like a comfortable embrace!!!

I am free from the torment!!! From the lies!!!

From the pain!!! From the cries!!!!

The demons now my friends as they whisper!!!

Liar!!!

Villain!!!

Two faced!!!

Monster!!!

Bad guy!!!

The insults sound more like praise!!!!

I was trapped in a box a standard I had to abide by!!!!

The shame weighed me down as the chains rattled at my wrists!!!!

I drug myself through the hell I was thrown into!!!

But the light ahead kept shining!!

The fire in my chest burning like a raging wildfire!!!

The flames don’t hurt anymore cause it’ll be worth every scar!!!

The person that waits at the end of this fucked up road, the top of the mountain!!!

I refuse to give up and let the world win!!!!

I am free from the torment!!! From the lies!!!

From the pain!!! From the cries!!!!

The demons now my friends as they whisper!!!

Liar!!!

Villain!!!

Two faced!!!

Monster!!!

Bad guy!!!

The insults sound more like praise!!!!

The air thick with doubt and failure tries to choke me and snuff my light!!!

Life’s cruel expectations try to keep me down with pity and doubt!!!

But I stand right back up bloody and broken staring right back screaming…….

YOU HIT LIKE A BITCH!!!

YEAH YOU HIT LIKE A FUCKING BITCH!!!!!

I am free from the torment!!! From the lies!!!

From the pain!!! From the cries!!!!

The demons now my friends as they whisper!!!

Liar!!!

Villain!!!

Two faced!!!

Monster!!!

Bad guy!!!

The insults sound more like praise!!!!

You can’t stop me now I’m blazing with rage!!!

Rising to the top is my only goal!!!

Life has no control over the monster I’ve now set free!!!!