Sandbox

[Intro Chorus]
Tear drops in the sand—box, used to hit so different, got me wishing, I could be a kid again—, shedding tears in the sandbox, tears in the sand,
[Verse 1]
When speaking of the heart, mind racing thinking what is love—, in a snap-just like that, it all came crashing down, worlds torn apart what am I supposed to do—, neurodivergent, learning how you move, I see the good and bad in your intentions, so your only get snippet—, fragmented—part of me—, no head over heels, knowing full well, it will only end in tears, maybe just another strike—, character flaw up on my end—, can’t fake it till make it, or pretend—, try to never get to high or low, when the energy is off, right or wrong, I move along—, heard what you never said, loud and clear, witness everything you didn’t do—, so don’t try to tell me what is true—, no cliche—anecdotes, broken mirror quotes, can’t talk me off the ledge, what we had is dead—, always seeing things, that I wasn’t really looking for—, cause you over speak—, so busy try to plug holes, became your own leak—, playing back conversations in my mind, frame by frame, rewind and slow it down, you can’t lie to me, despite of what you thought—now—, never needed closure, when it’s over, 
[Prechorus]
No more kiss and tell, or see you later talk, I wish just well—, better times, and happy days, bigger oceans—and—bigger waves, but I can’t stay, this—is the day we part ways, 
[Chorus]
Tear drops in the sand—box, used to hit so different, got me wishing, I could be a kid again—, all there is—now, is time cards and parking lots, some—times I be, in my car, crying on the clock, tears in the sandbox, in the sandbox, tears in the sandbox, in the sandbox,
[Vers 2]
Dark days and brighter nights, I can’t quite—call it—, sometimes I can’t tell—, which way I’m falling, in or out of love, up or down, headed towards the sky or to the ground—, you exclaim, you never said this or that, but—I interpret what your lips never say—, observing how you move different, witnessing your body and your eyes shift, the slight hesitations—, deflections in your tone—, we used to be in sync—, but now you got me singing off key, and can’t-keep up, with the web lies you spawned, gotcha stepping off beat—, no longer on same song, different sheet of music, think you got me cornered, cause I can’t prove, show—to the suspect—, in question, certified—court approved evidence, of your actions—, despite of all that, fact of the matter, loved you the best I could, the best I knew how—, couldn’t put my all into it, cause I always had my doubts, how a person lie, turn around get mad, when they’re not trusted—, make it make sense, cause it doesn’t—, knowing that was only expressed, in attempt to shift the blame, and get off subject, trying to push a button—, trigger a response, remember when I tried to be more open, it was all for not—, when things stop adding up, I had to put myself back in a box, never needed closure, when it’s over, 
[prechorus]
[Chorus]

hiphop,R&B,heavy bass,violin,130 bpm,steady, raw, melodic flow, rhythmic cadence, harmonized female rap vocals, quartet