Intro
Yeah
Late night, headphones on
Heart loud, world gone
Uh, uh
Chorus
I been talkin’ to the ceiling, it don’t ever talk back
Love got a halo but it stab like a thumbtack
I smile in the mirror but I’m cracked when the lights flash
Melody my medicine, I pour it in a note pad
Ghost notes in my head, yeah, they singin’ too loud
Tryna drown the pain but it swimmin’ right now
If I fall apart, promise don’t let me hit the ground
I’m just tryna feel somethin’ real right now
Verse 1
Heartbreak on repeat, DJ never take breaks
Trust issues heavy, gotta carry like dead weight
She say I’m complicated, I say love got a temp rate
Hot then it cold, feelin’ lost in the updates
I been livin’ fast, but my soul in the slow lane
Mind full of scars, every thought leave a bloodstain
Tryna be enough, but enough keep movin’
I chase peace, but it run when I’m losin’
Pre-Chorus
Tell me why the highs never last long
Tell me why the nights feel that sad song
I been tryna write myself back home
But every word feel like a bad tone
Chorus
I been talkin’ to the ceiling, it don’t ever talk back
Love got a halo but it stab like a thumbtack
I smile in the mirror but I’m cracked when the lights flash
Melody my medicine, I pour it in a note pad
Ghost notes in my head, yeah, they singin’ too loud
Tryna drown the pain but it swimmin’ right now
If I fall apart, promise don’t let me hit the ground
I’m just tryna feel somethin’ real right now
Verse 2
I don’t want forever, just a moment that’s honest
Every promise pretty till it break with the commas
I been numb so long, I forgot how to cry right
So I sing my feelings just to make it feel light
Love letters unsent, yeah they rot in my phone
I be surrounded but still feel alone
If you hear this song, just know I survived
Another dark night, barely makin’ it out
Verse 3 (NEW)
I been fightin’ my reflection, swear he know all my moves
Every dream got a price, every win got the blues
I don’t open up easy, I got locks on my chest
Too many times I gave love, got a knife in my back
I been pourin’ my soul in a double cup rhyme
Tryna slow down the hurt but I speed up my mind
If I crash, hope the music keep me intact
‘Cause the pain hit harder when the beat fade black
Bridge (Melodic)
Ooooh
I been lost but I’m still found
Ooooh
Hear my heart when the bass sound
Ooooh
If I scream, will you hear me now?
Chorus (Final)
I been talkin’ to the ceiling, it don’t ever talk back
If I give you my heart, please don’t break that
Melody my medicine, yeah I need that
Tryna feel alive, tryna breathe back
Ghost notes in my head, yeah they fade then return
Every lesson painful, yeah I learn when I burn
If I fall apart, promise don’t let me hit the ground
I’m just tryna feel somethin’ real right now
Outro
Yeah
If you feel this, you not alone
Heart still beatin’, so I keep goin’
Uh…
Ghost notes