where do i belong? where do i come from? why can't i remember my name? why did i have to run, because now i'm alone, in a world i dont know., surviving alone in the dark looking for a place to call my own. Where can I find love? I really need someone.my heart is lost and broken,hoping for a moment, in a time that's unspoken. my world is wild & free ,I don't know what I'm searching for, I don't know where I belong? I don't know the place I come from. no home, no warmth, no one. I hide from the world below. afraid of pain and loss. even though I'm so powerful I can't go on alone. searching for my own kind, a place to call mine.Iooking to the sky in wonder , dreaming of another, wiping the tears away. I've been through so much trouble, through so much struggle, filled with so much emotion. why can't I remember my past? who I am ? what have I become? what have I done? been running for to long,.
I must leave the past behind , I can't go back, I must become someone new. something stronger. something powerful & free. Be who I want to be. who I am in this moment. wipe the tears away don't let it control me.I feel the power inside of me. I must learn to love again. I'm not like the others. I feel misunderstood , feeling that I am no good. I'm filled with so much frustration , never letting people get close, not knowing there intentions. I'm fighting for my freedom, even though I am very strong but feel so small , flying above the clouds I feeldom. in a world that'so big, scary and loud.
I wipe the tears away and look up at the stars and cry..where do i come from? feel like I don't belong. I know that I deserve some love , wherever I go, whatever I touch everything falls apart, because of the creature i am and past. please understand, I'm not like you. I'm afraid of pain & emotion .I've seen so much , so much struggle always been by myself never felt the feeling of love, never had anyone help. never had someone not want to cause me pain. just full of anger, full of fear. only love can calm me down. look into my eyes and you will still. all the pain that I've be through. look into my eyes and see the wild side of me, the strong,and beautiful woman I am. feel my impenetrable skin and my dark feathers . I am not like the others. I have sharps claws, not like anything you've seen before. I hide in a world that is afraid of things that are different,I've been alone for so long I have forgotten how to live. I've been hurt so much I have forgotten how to love. I struggle with who I am within , good or bad I don't know who I am. the creature inside I know means no harm. I would never hurt anyone. when I transform. I feel so good, I feel truly free, I feel the power inside of me. this is who I'm ment to be. this is my home, wherever I am. as long as I am free I can be whatever I want to be.into the midnight sky I fly as I wipe the tears away. I Am Midnight I am free! I am Midnight this is Me. see my wings & hear my call. the sky is my home
