[Intro - Moody, Introspective]
Dim room, quiet hum
Head too loud when the world's gone numb
Blank ceiling like a movie screen
Playing every fucked-up dream
[Verse 1 - Melodic Rap, Emotional]
My mind on loops I can’t kill
“What if I die, what if I will?”
Poppin’ these thoughts like pills at night
Can’t shut it down, can’t make it right
Old regrets like songs on cue
Play that shit ‘cause it feels like truth
Voice in my head sayin’ I’m no use
Wanna escape but I love the abuse
[Chorus - Raw, Anthemic]
What if I’m fucked up for good?
What if I did all I could?
What if the silence is worse than the sound?
What if my memories keep pulling me down?
My head’s a jukebox of love and regrets
Songs that I play but I can’t forget
What if tomorrow I’m better than this?
What if I’m broken and nothing will fix?
[Verse 2 - Catchy Emo-Trap]
Scrolling through pics that fuck with me
Ghost of the past won’t set me free
Empty bed with my thoughts on blast
Wish I could fade out, skip this track
Got no filter when it’s 2 AM
Hit your line, then regret it again
Melodies haunt me, can’t pretend
Play my pain til the record ends
[Bridge - Slow, Reflective]
Soft static in my head tonight
Silence screaming but it feels right
Old dreams playing in black and white
I’m just here trying to dim the light
[Chorus - Raw, Anthemic, Final]
What if I’m fucked up for good?
What if I did all I could?
What if the silence is worse than the sound?
What if my memories keep pulling me down?
My head’s a jukebox of love and regrets
Songs that I play but I can’t forget
What if tomorrow I’m better than this?
What if I’m broken and nothing will fix?
[Outro - Soft, Fading]
Na na na, na na na
Sing me to sleep so I don’t think
Na na na, na na na
Silence is loud when I start to sink
DreamyCow
