Cold as snow

I'm confused, and the more I think, the less I understand

Why is the thing I crave the most to hold your hand?

I know I sound stupid, I know I'm desperate.

And I know you are the person I used to hate.

Maybe love is just overrated.

Maybe when I try it, I just really hate it.

But how am I supposed to know?

When the person I want the most, is cold as snow.

You know I want you, or so I think.

I have tried my best to give you a hint.

When you look away I give you a wink.

Being shy is not so easy when everything I say sounds so cheesy.

(add some more. Just continue, it doesn't have to be long)