[Intro]
[Glitchy synths, heartbeat drum kick — breathy vocals]
Cold night, breath fog on the windowpane,
Your name — tangled up inside my brain...
You shouldn't feel this good —
But you do... you do...
[Verse 1]
Late texts, secrets wrapped in black and gold,
You light me up just to leave me cold...
Lipstick stains on a cigarette,
You're the risk I can't forget...
[Pre-Chorus]
We're a car crash in the dead of night,
Pull me closer just to say goodbye...
You're poison underneath my skin,
But I drink you in... I drink you in...
[Chorus]
Oh, it's a wicked December,
Heart's breaking but I'll still surrender...
You burn me up, baby, then you leave,
But I keep crawling back on my knees...
Oh, you're the flame I can't put out,
Even if you tear me down...
Wicked, wicked... I want you still,
Even when you never will.
[Post-Chorus]
(High-pitched synths, distorted vocal echoes)
Wicked, wicked...
You're killing me slow...
Wicked, wicked...
But I'll never let go...
[Verse 2]
Your hands like matches under my shirt,
I swear you love to watch me hurt...
You kiss me hard, then pull away,
I taste your name every time I pray...
[Pre-Chorus]
We're a car crash in the dead of night,
You light me up just to leave me blind...
You're the wreck I wanna drown in,
So I sink again... I sink again...
[Chorus]
Oh, it's a wicked December,
Heart's breaking but I'll still surrender...
You burn me up, baby, then you leave,
But I keep crawling back on my knees...
Oh, you're the flame I can't put out,
Even if you tear me down...
Wicked, wicked... I want you still,
Even when you never will.
[Bridge]
[Beat drops out — breathy whispers over soft synth pads]
You taste like danger, wrapped in sin...
I'll let you break me again and again...
You always leave, but I always stay —
You always win when I lose this game...
[Final Chorus]
Oh, it's a wicked December,
Heart's breaking but I'll still surrender...
You wreck me like you always do,
And I still beg for more of you...
Oh, you're the flame I can't put out,
Even if you tear me down...
Wicked, wicked... I want you still,
Even when you never will.
[Outro]
(Breathless, whispered harmonies)
Wicked, wicked...
I'll never let go...
Wicked, wicked...
But you don't need to know...