In My Hands

Verse 1
I got dreams in my pockets
With holes in the seams
They fall out when I’m walking
Get lost in between
I wake up with fire
By noon it’s just ash
I spend all my living
Just trying to last

Chorus
I could be more, I know I could
If the night was short and the day was good
But I’m tired, I’m broke, I’m doing what I can
There’s a bigger life
Still inside my hands

Verse 2
I got songs I ain’t sung yet
Books I ain’t read
Whole other versions
Of who I could’ve been
Time’s always running
Money won’t stay
I keep choosing tomorrow
Then tomorrow turns grey

Chorus
I could be more, I know it’s true
If wanting was enough, I’d be halfway through
But I’m tired, I’m broke, I’m doing what I can
There’s a bigger life
Still inside my hands

Bridge
Maybe I don’t need to prove it
Maybe it’s okay
To carry all this beauty
And not let it out today
Seeds don’t rush the winter
They wait to understand

Chorus
I could be more, I still believe
Even if I never get around to me
I’m tired, I’m broke, but I’m still who I am
There’s a bigger life
Still inside my hands

Outro
Still inside my hands
Still inside my hands

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