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Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
Uh
Big sad
(Yeah)
[Verse 1]
I ain’t bitter, I’m exhausted
Turned my trust into a faucet
Every lie you ever told
Got my heart lookin’ frosted
Left me ghosted in a crowd
Got me talkin’ to the clouds
Made a clown outta loyalty
You should take a little bow
Now I’m scrollin’ through receipts
Middle of the weak, I don’t sleep
You was throwin’ me to wolves
Now you prayin’ I’m a sheep
Got me dressin’ in the grief
Black hoodie like a shield
Walkin’ round lookin’ fine
But inside, not healed
[Chorus]
I’m big sad, not big mad
I don’t even want you back, that’s the real gag
You the joke, I’m the punchline, how you feel that?
Tears dried, now I’m colder than your group chat
I’m big sad, not big mad
Put my pain in a purse with the price tag
You a rerun, I’m done with the flashback
Heart broke, but I still get the last laugh
[Verse 2]
All that damage, you don’t see it
You just post and call it freedom
You say “we can still be friends”
I say “keep your little kingdom”
Got me overthinking silence
Every buzz feel like sirens
You was out there chasin’ thrills
I was steady chasin’ islands
Tried to talk, you changed the topic
Turned my feelings into gossip
Now I’m sittin’ in a Uber
Hidin’ tears in my pocket
I ain’t pullin’ up to fight
I ain’t beggin’ you to stay
If you ask me how I’m doin’
I just laugh it all away like
[Chorus]
I’m big sad, not big mad
I don’t even want you back, that’s the real gag
You the joke, I’m the punchline, how you feel that?
Tears dried, now I’m colder than your group chat
I’m big sad, not big mad
Put my pain in a purse with the price tag
You a rerun, I’m done with the flashback
Heart broke, but I still get the last laugh
[Bridge]
Look what you ruined, I water the ruins
Turn all this hurt into something I’m usin’
You swear you sorry, I’m swearin’ I’m through
If I ever miss you, I’m lyin’, that’s true (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m big sad, not big mad
I don’t even want you back, that’s the real gag
You the joke, I’m the punchline, how you feel that?
Tears dried, now I’m colder than your group chat
I’m big sad, not big mad
Put my pain in a purse with the price tag
You a rerun, I’m done with the flashback
Heart broke, but I still get the last laugh
Details
GeneratedApr 1, 2026
Duration2:37
LanguageSV
Style
rap, Dark, mid-tempo trap beat with moody piano and detuned bell loop, heavy 808 glide and crisp hi-hats; female vocals alternating clipped, icy verses and a venomous, chanty hook. Ad-libs tucked wide in the stereo field, subtle distorted backing doubles in the chorus. Low, ominous pad swelling under the bridge to build tension before a final, cold drop., sad
Credits
Prompt byEternalLoop825
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Parade to the song “big mad” called “Big Sad”, rap, female
