I talk to the mirror like it’s someone I lost
Same face every day but the feeling it costs
I smile for the moment, then it fades when I’m home
Crowded room, but I still feel alone
Heart heavy, yeah, I carry that weight
Said “I’m fine” so many times, now it’s feeling fake
Memories hit me when it’s quiet at night
Wish I could sleep without losing the fight
I gave love, yeah, I gave it my all
Now I’m staring at scars on the back of the wall
If pain made me rich, I’d be up in the hills
But I’m broke from emotions, surviving on will
They say time heals, but time just reminds
Of the things that we had and the words left behind
If you hear this song, just know I tried
This is sad David, learning how to survive