Void

I’ve lost everything and I’ve tried my best to change but I always remain the same,now the darkness surrounds me I can’t go anywhere without it being around me this isn’t how it’s supposed to be I wanna be happy but instead I’m empty,yeah no passion no drive watching the world go by while I’m in my own with constant dark skies ,something’s wrong somethings broken only sadness in my emotions only despair no hoping constant frustration never coping my hearts closed never open this isn’t healthy and I know it …And I wanna runaway I wanna escape but I can’t break the chains I bounded to this place stuck in my ways and there’s nothing I can say Cause my voice just gets lost inside all of the noise emptiness in my heart there’s no longer joy instead instead there’s just a void there’s just a void tell me what’s the point my world’s been destroyed nothings left it’s just a void…. The thoughts that I most dread are the one’s always in my head so I just lie paralyzed in my bed,getting to used to the the dark getting to used to these scars getting to used to my life being in a thousand parts,I don’t have the energy to pick it up so instead I overthink about how I overthink too much my confidence gets crushed so my anxiety rises up just in loop and I can’t get unstuck ,yeah cause every night I start hyperventilate about all of my mistakes I wish I never made this isn’t helping my mental state my fear escalates while my courage decimates is it too late for me to be saved…. And I wanna runaway I wanna escape but I can’t break the chains I bounded to this place stuck in my ways and there’s nothing I can say Cause my voice just gets lost inside all of the noise emptiness in my heart there’s no longer joy instead instead there’s just a void there’s just a void tell me what’s the point my worlds been destroyed nothings left there’s only this void….What is happening to me I just want to be free I wasn’t always like this I used to know happiness what is happening to me I just want to be free I wasn’t always like this I used to know happiness I don’t know how I lost it all I know is that now there’s just a void there’s just a void tell me what’s the point my world’s been destroyed nothings left it’s just a void