Companion in Shadows

Caught in the middle, what do I do?

Falling for shadows, I can't undo

She says she wants me around, just as a friend

Playing with my mind, again and again

Looking for something, but missing the signs

She’s not ready now, just wasting my time

Heart on the line, trying to understand

Is this love or just a faraway plan?

Caught in the pause, where dreams collide

Wish she knew what’s deep inside

She’s just a companion, not the one for me

Playing her game, can’t break free

Loving in shadows, just out of reach

Asked for forever, she gives me a teach

Friendship or maybe just a disguise?

Fighting my feelings, trying to be wise

She’s the echo of what I can’t have

Leaving me hanging, feeling half

Hearts get tangled when words are few

Loving her fiercely, what can I do?

Drowning in doubt, I breathe her in

Hoping one day, she'll let me in

She’s just a companion, not the one for me

Playing her game, can’t break free

Loving in shadows, just out of reach

Asked for forever, she gives me a teach

Maybe she’s scared, maybe it’s just fate

Holding onto hope, temptations to break

Wish I could turn the clock back to start

But I’m stuck with a breaking heart

So I’ll walk away, take the fine line

Learn to love myself, make me mine

She may never see what I see in her

But I’ll find my worth, and that’s for sure