She wore a joke like a leather jacket
Every word had a sharpened edge
Laughin’ loud so nobody’d ask it
What she buried in the wreckage
Had a way of turnin’ hearts to punchlines
Kept ‘em all at arm’s length, safe
Every scar got wrapped in one-liners
Every truth got dressed in fake
But I saw the cracks behind the clever
Heard the tremble she disguised
Yeah, she let me in a little never
Thought I’d be the one she’d try
And she said, “I don’t do soft or honest
I don’t stay and I don’t fall”
But her guard came down in small, slow moments
Like she was climbin’ off that wall
Now she’s halfway out and halfway in it
Tryin’ not to break what’s real
Fightin’ every instinct sayin’ “end it”
‘Fore she feels too much to heal
She’s scared she’ll turn love into damage
Like the ghosts she can’t outrun
So she’s packin’ up her heart in panic
Right when it’s just begun
I tell her, “You don’t gotta be bulletproof
You don’t have to fight alone
I ain’t here to use or misuse you
I’m just here to call you home”
Yeah, she’s learnin’ how to lay it down
Every shield and every scar
But she’s tremblin’ at the thought right now
Of how close we really are
And she said, “If I stay, I might destroy this
If I go, I’ll lose it all”
So she’s standin’ on the edge of choices
With her back against the wall
But I’ll wait right here in the silence
While she figures out her heart
‘Cause love ain’t loud like her defiance
It’s quiet… but it’s strong
And if she runs, I’ll leave the light on
If she stays, I’ll hold her through
Every joke she don’t need to hide on
Till she knows this love is true
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