murder 8

Murder eight

You’re all I ever wanted

I gave up my all for you

I know I shouldn’t be responding

But it reminds me of the time you almost died, Would this be the last high?

So I answer everytime

It was confusing, so consuming to watch you slowly pass away while still being alive

Now we’re on the rerun of episode eight

I was the only one you wanted by your side,

then, and now Im in a fireproof house

Said you’re doing better

You were doing so well

Now you’re in the freezing cold again

Not eating again

Not sleeping at all.

Promised me you wouldn’t burn the house down again just to keep warm

And you said the matches were for someone else

But I saw smoke coming your home

Then I saw the flames

I watched it burn from the street

Too bad I don’t live there anymore

I can’t be the one to save you.

I handed you a match and you didn’t put it down until ur arms were burning, you promised to blow it out. I should’ve kept it, cause I would’ve

This time it’s my fault

I thought I was the reason you were slipping into the grave,

Before I was mistaken

but the murder was never mine.

Until I gave you eight

This time the murder is on me

Even if I killed you indirectly.