(Verse 1)
It all began with a request for a pen, you didn't have one to lend.
Your smile stole my senses, left me defenseless, in your hands I wend.
We met outside school a few times, cruising in the car like partners in crime.
Our talks grew deeper, I maybe grew weaker, in this feeling paradigm.
(Pre-Chorus)
I hide my face behind a mask so neat,
So you won't see the weight of my heartbeat.
(Chorus)
I'll lose you, I'll lose you, I'll lose you,
Heart racing, this loss so true.
My heart shatters into a thousand shards,
As I lose you, it hits hard.
(Verse 2)
Every day I see you, hoping for just a glance,
Not sure when or how things began to change our dance.
You once said to me, "Someday You'll see my place."
Now I fear that "someday" might become a trace.
Your words were the last before I fell asleep,
Now sleep eludes me, your silence cuts so deep.
(Pre-Chorus)
I wear a perfect mask to hide my tears,
So you won't see how much I'm drowning in my fears.
(Chorus)
Losing you now, it's a silent scream,
My heart shattering like a broken dream.
"I'll lose you," echoes in my mind,
Pulse racing, leaving memories behind.
(Post-Chorus)
Maybe it was a mistake to leave with you,
Yet I'd do it again, for that time, so true.
Afraid our meetings might now be through,
Tell me why we changed, I need a clue.
Can we rewind to when all was fine?
Learning to cope without you on my mind.
You gave me hope I wouldn't face alone,
Now it's clear, down this road I must atone.
(Wanting to dance at our grand farewell,
Yet feeling I'll dance alone in that dim hell.)
I've realized I've deceived my own view,
Expecting too much, crafting what wasn't true.
All I am to you is a classmate, plain and clear,
How do I erase you, quell this fear?
(Outro)
I wish our paths crossed way before,
Oh, the drama of a future no more.
Facing losing you, this painful flight,
Knowing now, in the end, it's our goodnight.
LiJoRo
