Been a journey

I try to find the good in the bad but

this trauma got me sad

I remember saying never again but I’m back on them pills

I don’t don’t know how to deal,

with certainty of knowing.

We’ll never be together and it’s haunting my soul.

I was okay till I saw you for that one time. It was good to see you but it feels like my hearts dying all over again.

And I know it’s been a lil while since I spoken to god but I know he’s in my heart and I’m praying for you.

Praying for you (x3)

Praying for myself.

I got myself in this mess but damn I need some help

I hope my dirty ways don’t take me early but this is how I felt