At 3.15… really

AT 3:15… REALLY??

It’s 3:15 and honestly I was mentally already asleep,

Floating peacefully through absolutely nothing deep.

Then out of nowhere I hear:

“Do you think people secretly feel lonely all the time?”

And suddenly I know…

Yeah. We’re doing this tonight.

You’re sitting there wrapped in oversized clothes and moonlight,

Talking about emotions like it’s a full time job at night,

And I’m REALLY trying to follow every beautiful dramatic thing you mean…

But somewhere around minute seven

My last braincell quietly leaves the scene.

And it’s not that I don’t care,

I swear I’m trying to be there,

It’s just emotionally I’m barely alive

At 3AM.

You got cinematic love scenes running wild inside your mind,

Meanwhile I’m just trying not to accidentally fall asleep mid-eye-contact tonight.

And honestly I probably miss most of your signs…

You’d need fireworks and a marching band for me to realize.

But God… I love you.

You light candles and suddenly the room feels warm and bright,

I just think:

“Oh wow… this lamp looks kinda nice tonight.”

You give me meaningful little looks from across the room all day…

And I’m standing there completely unaware holding snacks and Gatorade.

You speak fluent emotional subtext, hidden signals and energy…

Meanwhile I still need direct instructions written clearly in front of me.

You dream about wild sunset kisses underneath romantic skies…

I’m staring at yachts wondering how people clean that many windows every night.

You imagine candlelight dinners in little old town streets…

I disappear for burgers and come back way too proud of melted cheese.

And honestly?

I KNOW I drive you insane sometimes…

But these emotional plot twists always happen

When normal humans should be unconscious.

Maybe I’m not great with signs, timing or romantic movie scenes…

But there’s nobody else I’d rather lose sleep beside honestly.

So if you wake me up again at 3:15 in the night…

I’ll still pull you closer,

Still try to understand,

And still listen…

Even when I have absolutely no idea what’s happening.