Back again

I made a promise to myself

That I won’t fall back into the same old shell

But I'm only human after all

Stronger in words than in control

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I got lost in my own mind

Searching for a clearer sign

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Back again, to where I started

Torn and tired, but still whole-hearted

I’m not perfect, but I keep trying

Even when my soul feels like it's dying

And I won't stop, I won’t pretend

I’m just trying to be better than I’ve ever been

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Some days I smile like nothing’s wrong

Some nights I’m drowning all alone

But there's a fire I still feel

To heal myself, even if slow is real

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Doesn’t matter how many times I break

What matters most is what I remake

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Back again, to where I started

Torn and tired, but still whole-hearted

I’m not perfect, but I keep trying

Even when my soul feels like it's dying

And I won't stop, I won’t pretend

I’m just trying to be better than I’ve ever been

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…better than I’ve ever been

I’m back again…