(Verse 1)
Woke up to shadows dancing on my wall,
Thought I had it all figured out but it was just a fall.
Heart’s a puzzle, pieces all misplaced,
Tried to sketch the future, but it’s just a blank space.
(Pre-Chorus)
Late night conversations, lost in the air,
Every word I say makes me more aware.
Thought we had a plan, but plans fade away,
I’m caught in the cycle, can’t break out today.
(Chorus)
I feel so cynical, drowning in doubt,
Thought I had control, but I’m just spinning out.
Logic in my mind, but emotions in a fight,
Trying to find balance in this endless night.
Oh, it’s cynical, but I’ll find my way,
Through the chaos, I’ll learn to stay.
(Verse 2)
Scrolling through memories, they haunt me like a ghost,
The dreams that we built now feel like the most.
You were the anchor, but tides pulled you away,
Now I'm left with questions, in silence, I sway.
(Pre-Chorus)
Late night conversations turn to endless thoughts,
Wondering if everything we had was just a plot.
Thought we had a future, but futures can deceive,
Searching for the strength, trying to believe.
(Chorus)
I feel so cynical, drowning in doubt,
Thought I had control, but I’m just spinning out.
Logic in my mind, but emotions in a fight,
Trying to find balance in this endless night.
Oh, it’s cynical, but I’ll find my way,
Through the chaos, I’ll learn to stay.
(Bridge)
Maybe it’s the heartbreak, maybe it’s the fear,
But through all the noise, I know I’ll persevere.
Learning to let go, but holding on tight,
Navigating through darkness, searching for the light.
(Chorus)
I feel so cynical, drowning in doubt,
Thought I had control, but I’m just spinning out.
Logic in my mind, but emotions in a fight,
Trying to find balance in this endless night.
Oh, it’s cynical, but I’ll find my way,
Through the chaos, I’ll learn to stay.
(Outro)
And one day I’ll wake up, clear skies in sight,
With lessons learned, I’ll embrace the light.
Though it’s been cynical, I’ll rise from the fall,
Finding strength in the journey, I’ll learn it all.
