I have no where to go.
Just take my time and go slow
Carelessly riding the flow
Because there’s nothing to row
And Please dont judge me I know
I’m fucked up vibration low
I Use to write down my goals
Now it goes right down the whole
I lost my chance to grow
I lost all sense of hope
And now I’m losing myself
Yea I’m losing control
Got me feeling like.
I’m flash and dashing
Running many miles but No gasping
I need it to keep me in action
I fucking need it to keep me from crashing
So I keep doing the same dumb thing im going insane
I now understaaaand (breathe)
That the cycle won’t eeeendd
Cuz I don’t have a friend
To comprehend
To lend a hand
To hear me vent
Use to be the man
Kept my head up when I stand
Now I let the demon in just breathe it in
I bang my head
Can’t seem to win
And I’ve fallen again and again ana again(b)
So I go zooming down the highway
Hoping that I die today
Hoping that I fly away
Come (b) and take my pain away
Sorry I wasn’t strong today
Sorry I got excuses made
Life has beat me down
And I’m starting to not to feel okay
I’m tired can’t sleep
I’m running but can’t flee
The pain will never leave
The wounds will always bleed
I want to be free
I said a thousand please
So God im really begging
I’m on my fucking knees
I Never knew I’d be that guy
Who doesn’t wanna be alive
Who rather chooses suicide
Who noticed if I even died
Tried my best to run and hide
Didn’t wanna give you signs
I’m Burning on the outside
Drowning on the inside
Pain on all side
I just Needed peace of mind
So I let the demon in
Just breathe it in
I bang my head
Can’t seem to win
And I’ve fallen again and again
So I go zooming down the highway
Hoping that I die today
Hoping that I fly away
Come and take my pain away
Sorry I wasn’t strong today
Sorry I got excuses made
Life has beat me down
And I’m starting to not to feel okay
I’m tired can’t sleep
I’m running but can’t flee
The pain will never leave
The wounds will always bleed
xeriiouc_
