Silence Was My Name

Love me, hate me you’re nothing unless you berate me

My silence was your game, you pushed me, I stayed, now I’m going insane

Broke through the guilt and shame, but you said my reality was to blame

I don’t know what that is, You took my heart and ripped it to shreds

Does she know you’re with me, spending all night, just you, the dog and me

Damned if I do, damned if I don’t, the natty on your breath, I breathed for you

Now my backs against the wall, You held my hand three days ago, but you pushed me… so hard you knew I would fall

Your boot on my chest, more bruises for me, I guess

The worst part of wasn’t losing you, it losing myself and to her I’ve ever been true