I'm waiting

I desperately hope everything will be the same as it was before.

Even though I know it won't change and there won't be any difference, I want to go back to the old days with you. Our good old days.

Those moments when we sat around until dawn, talking nonsense and going crazy.

We're supposedly close now, but you still feel so far away... I think silently in my room about the vow I made to never leave you.

I'm waiting... waiting for everything to get better and even better.

Believe me, darling, one day things will be better between us. I'll hold your hand, maybe even be by your side every minute, every second.

Now I'm with you as much as I can. And I love you so much.