[Verse 1]
I been smiling wrong all week
Same old room, new kind of ache
I read your name, then freeze
Like it might break what I make
Grandma said keep my head high
But my head stay underwater
I got bills in my left hand
And your memory in my right pocket
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me where the love went
Tell me if it left me
I keep asking the ceiling
Why it never lets me breathe
I been good at surviving
Bad at letting go
When the night gets loud enough
I hear what I won't show
[Chorus]
I keep it all inside (inside)
Still it shows on my face (my face)
I'm okay, I'm okay
Then I fall into the weight
I keep it all inside (inside)
But it cuts when I talk
I'm okay, I'm okay
Till the night won't let me walk
[Verse 2]
Mama want the old me back
Before the pressure got a name
Now my joy come with a price tag
And my peace don't stay the same
I been dodging conversations
Like a car with busted brakes
Cause one truth out my mouth
Could make the whole thing shake
You said "better days are coming"
I believe that, barely
Still I dress like I'm alright
Even when I'm barely
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me where the love went
Tell me if it left me
I keep asking the ceiling
Why it never lets me breathe
I been good at surviving
Bad at letting go
When the night gets loud enough
I hear what I won't show
[Chorus]
I keep it all inside (inside)
Still it shows on my face (my face)
I'm okay, I'm okay
Then I fall into the weight
I keep it all inside (inside)
But it cuts when I talk
I'm okay, I'm okay
Till the night won't let me walk
[Bridge]
If I crack, don't call it weak
It's just the truth getting close
I been holding back a river
That don't know how to stay low
If you see me in the dark
Just leave a little light
I'm not lost, I'm just tired
Of pretending I'm fine
[Chorus]
I keep it all inside (inside)
Still it shows on my face (my face)
I'm okay, I'm okay
Then I fall into the weight
I keep it all inside (inside)
But it cuts when I talk
I'm okay, I'm okay
Till the night won't let me walk