Ridin’ down the dirt road, vodka on my seat,
Radio hummin’ low, steady heart beat.
Thoughts of a woman who tore me apart,
Her love left a scar, now I’m ridin’ with the dark.
Family turned strangers, knives in my back,
Smiles in the daylight, love that I lack.
I carry the silence like a cross on the hill,
Lookin’ for forgiveness, but I can’t find the will.
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I’m ridin’ alone with a bottle in hand,
Tryin’ to make sense of who I am.
Lost in the silence, lost in the fight,
Searchin’ for God in the dark of the night.
Every bar I pass got a neon glow,
Whiskey and fights, man, it’s all I know.
I step inside, but I don’t belong,
So I drink down the burn, and I write me a song.
Talked to the preacher, but his words felt cold,
Bible on the table, but the story’s old.
I’m searchin’ for heaven, but I walk through sin,
Every prayer I whisper gets lost in the wind.
Chorus
I’m ridin’ alone with a bottle in hand,
Tryin’ to make sense of who I am.
Lost in the silence, lost in the fight,
Searchin’ for God in the dark of the night.
Freedom feels heavy when you’re ridin’ alone,
Nothin’ but demons callin’ my phone.
The stars don’t answer, the night don’t care,
Just a bottle of vodka and an empty chair.
The woman I loved, she don’t love me back,
Her memory lingers like a heart attack.
I traded forever for a one-night flame,
Now the smoke still whispers, and I’m left with the blame.
Chorus
I’m ridin’ alone with a bottle in hand,
Tryin’ to make sense of who I am.
Lost in the silence, lost in the fight,
Searchin’ for God in the dark of the night.
Someday I’ll find me a light that shines,
A woman who’ll love through the lows and the climbs.
But ‘til then I ride where the wild winds blow,
In the arms of the night, I’m a soul on the road.
Vodka runs empty, but the pain stays full,
Life took its toll, turned a man into a fool.
I’ll ride ‘til the sunrise, I’ll ride ‘til I fall,
‘Cause this lonely road’s better than nothin’ at all.
Chorus
I’m ridin’ alone with a bottle in hand,
Tryin’ to make sense of who I am.
Lost in the silence, lost in the fight,
Searchin’ for God in the dark of the night.