Thirteen

[Verse]
Yo, thirteen years gone, evaporated, just ghost
She dipped, swift, quick, left me toast
Burnt, famished, hollow shell
Thought it was love, guess I can't tell
Now I'm battling demons, inner fights, nightly brawls
Slipping, tripping, almost answering addiction's calls
[Prechorus]
Dark days, man, dark, so damn dark
Trying to find a single spark
[Chorus]
Thirteen gone, what's the reason
Left me shattered, cold, this season
But I ain't folding, I ain't gonna break
For my own damn self, a new path I make
[Verse 2]
Used to stare, blankly, at the ceiling fan
Each rotation, a new, terrible plan
Numbing the pain, the bottle, the haze
Lost in the maze, the days, the daze
But nah, snapped out it, cold turkey's a curse
Gotta find my worth, know my universe
[Bridge]
It ain't easy, dawg, this climb, this fight
Sunrise after the darkest night
Gotta keep pushing, keep moving ahead
Leave the past behind, the words unsaid
[Chorus]
Thirteen gone, what's the reason
Left me shattered, cold, this season
But I ain't folding, I ain't gonna break
For my own damn self, a new path I make

heavy 808s, hard-hitting drums, male vocals, melodic piano loop, rap, hip hop