You see me smiling, everything looks fine
As if I have control of every minute
But inside my head there's a storm
Thoughts shouting without any form
I lose the thread in the middle of a sentence
Forgetting things, completely losing direction
Getting so tired of pretending
That everything is calm, everything is in space
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Pre-chorus
And I know you think I'm fine
But you don't see what's going on behind the facade’
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Chorus
Because there's chaos in my head
Everything is going fast, but I can't keep up a bit
Getting angry over little things, losing control
As if everything is just spinning aimlessly
But somewhere inside my darkness
There's a light I won't let go
Even though everything feels heavy and gray
Is there hope... even if only a little
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Verse 2
The days go by, but I'm a little stuck
Starting things up, but giving up too quickly
A thousand thoughts at the same time
None of them give me peace or freedom
I want to explain, but I can't find the words
How do you explain an inner earth
That always shakes, never stands still
Even when I'm just trying to rest
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Pre-chorus
And I know it can be hard to understand
How I fight with what no one can see
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Chorus
Because there's chaos in my head
Everything's going fast, but I can't keep up a bit
Getting angry over little things, losing control
As if everything's just spinning without a goal
But somewhere inside my darkness
There's a light I won't let go
Even though everything feels heavy and gray
Is there hope... even if it's just a little
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Bro
Maybe one day it'll be a little quieter
Maybe I'll learn to stand in what I feel
And even though the road is hard to walk
Then I won't give up, I'll try to understand
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Last chorus (calmer)
Because there's chaos in my head
But I'm trying, little by little
And even if I fall, lose control
Then I build myself up, bit by bit, again
Because somewhere inside my darkness
Burns a light I never let go
And maybe one day, when everything has rowed
Then I find peace… in my own head’
