Tired

Im tired but I don’t want to sleep
Its in my heart down deep
Im lost but I don’t need a map 
Just sitting about to relapse 

Thinking about us in the wind the way we floated before my sin did you in
Before the tears and anger 
We had forever and ever
Our heart burned like ember 
Now we talk about my empty choices
How I did you wrong and how you long for a better man, Another man

Im tired but I don’t want to sleep 
Its in my heart down deep
Im confused how I saw an angel and caused such abuse 
I know you feel torn and used 
If I could talk to time, beg and plead
For one more try 
To take it back and treat you right
And fix the light in your eyes
To fix out broken home
To make feel less alone
Im tired, so now i’ll sleep but I don’t think that I’ll ever rest

Sad country, acoustic guitar, sad sounding, a little raspy