Like you never knew me

I still reach for your name sometimes
Like muscle memory survives
Your laugh still lives inside my phone
But somehow I'm alone
No fight, no final words to hold Just silence growing cold One day we were family The next day you erased me.
And I replay every moment
Trying to find the crime How do you apologize
When you don't know what you did this time? You disappeared like a death with no goodbye Like someone turned the lights off overnight
I'm grieving someone still alive
And I don't know why
You walked away so easily
Like I was just a phase you tried How do you mourn a living heart
That acts like you never knew mine? My kids still say your name out loud
Ask when we're coming back around
I smile and say "maybe someday"
While swallowing the ache
They don't know friendships can break
Without a reason you can say
How do I explain to them That love can vanish anyway? I check my messages sometimes
Like maybe I missed a sign But silence answers louder
Every single night. You
disappeared like a death with no goodbye
Like someone rewrote all our time
I'm grieving someone still alive
And I don't know why
You closed a door I didn't see Left memories on the other side
How do you bury something real
When nobody actually died?
Maybe I cared too deeply
Maybe I stayed too true
Maybe I was just temporary
To someone permanent to you

How do you bury something real
When nobody actually died?
Maybe I cared too deeply
Maybe I stayed too true
Maybe I was just temporary
To someone permanent to you
I would've fought for forever
You didn't fight at all
And that's the part that hurts the most -
I wasn't worth the call. You disappeared like a death with no goodbye
Left ghosts inside my everyday life
I'm learning how to say your name
Without asking why
Some losses don't get funerals
No closure, no last reply
Just learning how to live again With a piece of you missing from mine. So I'll love you from a distance now
The way memories survive
Some people leave without a sound...
And you learn to stay alive.

Atmospheric Soundtrack with Epic Percussion and Tension-Building Strings