Still Us

We were just two hearts runnin’ wild,

Building dreams with every mile.

Five little stars lit up our skies—

Moira, Jostan, Trystine’s cries,

Abraham’s laugh, Zivah’s smile…

We had it all for a while.

But time and tears pulled us apart,

We lost the rhythm, lost the spark.

I was drowning in the silence,

Shadows where love used to start.

I was on the edge, baby, losing my way,

Falling through the cracks we made.

Thought I'd lose it all, even you,

But your memory kept breaking through.

Tell me, do you still believe in us?

Even broken, we're still us.

I see you in the smallest things—

A lullaby the kitchen sings.

You held it down when I was weak,

While I just struggled to even speak.

The kids were small, the nights were long,

But in that chaos lived our song.

I let the silence speak too loud,

Now I wish I’d turned around.

I’d give it all to hold your hand

And walk back through that battleground.

I was on the edge, baby, losing my way,

Falling through the cracks we made.

Thought I'd lose it all, even you,

But your memory kept breaking through.

Tell me, do you still believe in us?

Even broken, we're still us.

If I could rewrite every fight,

Trade the pain for one more night—

I’d show you who I am today,

The man who begged for you to stay.

So if there's still a place in your heart,

For love that weathered through the dark…

I’m here, I'm changed, I'm holding on,

To the hope we’re not really gone.