The Search

I am frustrated. I am lost. I want to move forward, but I keep moving back.

How can I press on tho all around me is pushing back. How can I win when I am only playing against myself.

Why is it so hard to see the end?

Why is it so hard to just try again?

We’re told when we’re young we will do great things and we will be so much more. But when we reach the age, we can look back

we realize we haven’t done much at all.

When will we be able to spread our wings and soar. When will dreams finally take us to that distant shore.

or...

did the dreams we hoped for start this war. Were the dreams we fought for actually impure have we actually undone what our father fought for

Maybe we never understood what we thought we meant. maybe this is why we fail so early on. Maybe the future we thought we saw

was in reality annihilation

Maybe we were never meant to search and find answers. Maybe we were meant to search for the One who has all the answers..