Static

## Verse 1

*Five years deep, high school sweetheart, thought we had forever*

*Now I'm diagnosed BPD, emotions on a tether

*You became my favorite person, that's a dangerous place*

*When someone holds your sanity but don't hold it with much grace*

*Back and forth, up and down, emotional whiplash*

*Love you to the moon but I hate how much this hurt lasts*

*Borderlines a prison when you can't control the feels*

*And you the only person who could make this shit feel real*

## Hook/Chorus

*I love you more than words can say*

*But I have to love myself first, that's the only way*

*It's killing me inside but I gotta let go*

*Cuz holding on hurts more than you'll ever know*

*All I need is just a text back*

*But you leave me hanging, got me off track*

*BPD got me spinning, you my favorite person*

*But I'm done with all this pain, situation's getting worse and...*

## Verse 2

*Now you back with dude who sabotaged your car*

*Talks shit about you daily but still wants you as his star*

*He's damn near your mama's age, you really think that's all right?*

*Got your face glued to your phone but can't text me back, ain't right*

*I'm just asking for respect, keep our friendship on track*

*You got so much on your plate, why invite this attack?*

*This toxic shits gonna end with y'all in prison or dead*

*Meanwhile I'm over here trying to heal what's in my head*

## Hook/Chorus

*I love you more than words can say*

*But I have to love myself first, that's the only way*

*It's killing me inside but I gotta let go*

*'Cause holding on hurts more than you'll ever know*

*All I need is just a text back*

*But you leave me hanging, got me off track*

*BPD got me spinning, you my favorite person*

*But I'm done with all this pain, situation's getting worse and...*

## Bridge

*So I sent another final message, said I'm done with wishy-washy*

*Trying to choose myself but damn this shit still haunts me*

*Every day's a battle just to put my mental first*

*But loving you been killing me, can't let it get much worse*

*I'm learning that self-care ain't selfish, it's survival*

*Fighting for my sanity, hoping this is my revival*

*Still care about you deeply but I gotta save myself*

*Before this favorite person shit destroys my mental health*

## Final Hook/Chorus

*I love you more than words can say*

*But I have to love myself first, that's the only way*

*It's killing me inside but I gotta let go*

*Cuz holding on hurts more than you'll ever know*

*All I need is just a text back*

*But you leave me hanging, got me off track*

*BPD got me spinning, you my favorite person*

*But I'm done with all this pain, situation's getting worse...*