God damn ive had enough
apologized you didn't budge, it's just like you want a grudge
in my eyes i showed you love - but it wasn't the type you were
looking for - i spent my days inside a bottle drowning in my sorrow man i thought that i was stronger , overcome ? i thought i'd conquer, but how come im asking stalker , me and you should be talking - took the blame i gave you roses - played your games it brought us closer gain'd the pain up on my shoulders gain'd the strength to hold a boulder , told me go to hell it's over - i aint asking for you back im just simply asking why ? cuz the day you left the pad girl i felt like i was dying i was stuck inside denial like i was awaiting trial, got addicted to your smile withdraw'd, when you left it brought me down i looked around and took your picture's down the only thing that o'l fix me now is "alcohol" but it's just now - untill i hit the ground , got's my name in dui's cuz the pain of you and i cuz you left and kept the truth aside
I Listen to the radio just skimming trough the stations - all the songs i'd play to you are the only ones there playing - i just think of how i could face it, take these feelings and embrace em, no remorse for the break up even though it was mistaken'd, i don't know what way to take it cuz remember at the lake we put our letter's in a bottle and it sent away - the only good on rainy days is lil cuete's rainy days i refuse to stay this way but i feel like when u left it made me crazy - it just hurt me when you said that you want to be friends , cuz i knew the passion and affection finally found it's end, and it got's me thinking damn with the problems again but i guess i comprehend with a bottle of gin - as im staring at the vomit as im falling in it, say you hated our relationship - i wanted the shit
but i send my thanks to you i'll never fall for tricks again now i see the traps ill never fall in them again
Happy day's are over im just thinking going over , when you gave me the cold shoulder almost blew my own composure i was sober so i showed her i would hold her now i pass her acting like i dont know her - and the thing about this all it wasn't supposed to be like this , karma grew inside the bet i was just to hit and quit but it turned into giving kisses, fell in love and buying gifts and it turned into us turning backs, cheating and denying it - i see we weren't meant to be, it's time for me to set you free, and let you be, and see if you remember me, whenever we start talking going over memories, thinking that i should of quit, you told me all your thoughts on what it could of been
Why would u leave me - the man you chose i wanted that to be me,you free'd me - now i drink my life away - i just seen you drive away , i don't want to die this way i want you by my side today
And if you chose - that you don't want me back
it's up to you to let me go like that - i just always thought that it would be different now i see my love - at a far distance
