If only

If only I could be happy instead of always feeling so sad

If only my life wouldn't of been so bad.

If only my heart didnt have to

Carry all of this pain

If only my mother and father

Wouldn't of had to die so fast.

If only I could of found a love to love only me.if only I could of been what GOD planed for me to be.

If only I had a place to call my own.

If only I could of been there to see my children all grown.

If only I would of followed that path that lead me to the light.

Then maybe just maybe

My life would of been bright.