[Verse 1]
Boots by the door at 3 a.m
Phone on the nightstand glows again
Kiss on the forehead
Whisper “I’ll be fine”
Her hands hold on like a warning sign
They see a badge
A name
A vest
They never feel a pounding chest
When you roll up praying
“Please stay calm”
One wrong breath and it all goes wrong
[Chorus]
You don’t know the weight ‘til you walk the walk
Hear a mother break when she gets that call
Stand in the rain with your knuckles raw
From holding a line no one else saw
Love in the eyes that you can’t save
Hate in the shouts at the yellow tape
Bleeding in blue
Between right and blame
You don’t know the weight ‘til you wear that name
[Verse 2]
Coffee gone cold on the dash again
Laughs in the car
Then it all descends
Sirens cut through every easy word
Silence after
Louder than the world
Birthday cake waiting under foil
You’re across town on cracked-up soil
Holding a kid who won’t look away
From the red and blue on his mama’s face
[Chorus]
You don’t know the weight ‘til you walk the walk
Hear a father beg you
“Just fix it all”
Stand in the dark in a stranger’s hall
With a trembling hand on a front door lock
Love in the vows that you might break
Hate in the posts that spell out your fate
Living in headlines
They twist your name
You don’t know the weight ‘til you wear that blame
[Bridge]
We are the first in
Last to leave
We carry ghosts you’ll never see
Every “go home” that we don’t get
Stays in the seams of this old vest (oh-oh)
[Chorus]
You don’t know the weight ‘til you walk the walk
Hold your brother’s hand when his heartbeat stops
Stand at attention
Watch flags drop
And promise his kids you’ll never stop
Love in the towns that you still claim
Hate in the glare when they curse your face
Win or lose
We stand in that space
You don’t know the weight
‘Til you walk our pace
You don’t know the weight
‘Til you walk the walk