[VERSE 1 – fragile but uneasy]
[Soft piano… distant static…]
I tried to keep it quiet in my head
But every word you said just multiplies instead
You feel like home and war at the same time
A perfect lie I never wanna redefine
You pull me closer just to let me drown
Say you need me, then you’re not around
I’m spinning circles in a straight line
Losing grip on what was yours or mine
[PRE-CHORUS – tension rising]
[Glitches begin, reversed vocals whispering…]
You say it’s love but it’s not enough
You say “don’t leave” while pushing me off
Every truth turns into dust
I don’t know what to trust
[CHORUS – EXPLOSIVE / ANTI]
[Full drums + synths + choir]
Nothing is clear when you’re touching me tonight
Everything’s loud and it’s tearing me apart
You’re giving me too much, but it’s never right
I’m falling into pieces in your arms
Nothing is clean, every feeling’s out of line
Heaven and hell got me crossing every line
If this is love, then why does it feel like
I’m losing who I am inside your light?
[VERSE 2 – darker, obsessive]
[Beat kicks in harder…]
You taste like danger dressed in gold
A story I was never meant to hold
You break me slowly just to feel control
Then call it fate like I don’t know
I tried to leave but I came back twice
Addicted to your kind of sacrifice
You say forever like it’s just a game
But I’m the one who takes the blame
[BRIDGE – breakdown / emotional collapse moment]
[Everything strips down… heartbeat + echo choir]
[whispered]
Was it ever real…
or just the way you made me feel…
[CHOIR enters:]
If I disappear inside your dream
Would you even notice me?
Or am I just a memory
You never meant to keep…
[FINAL CHORUS – BIGGER / ORCHESTRAL + ELECTRONIC]
[ending credits energy but corrupted]
Nothing is clear when you’re touching me tonight
Every illusion feels more real than life
You’re everything I hate that I still like
A beautiful disaster I can’t fight
Nothing is clean, every scar is amplified
Every goodbye just pulls me back inside
If this is love, then why does it feel like
I’m dying just to keep you in my life?
[OUTRO – distorted style ending]
[Piano returns… but broken, detuned]
Hold me…
even if it destroys me…
(static fades)