Ooooooo
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
(Baby I got secrets)
Ooooooooo
Oooooo
So many things I needa confess
I try and try to ignore them
Demons lay next to me on my bed
They like to get in my head
Not suicidal just wish I was dead
Ooooooooooooo
Ooooooo
She said she loved me but I know that was a lie
She said she’s wants me but only for the night
Yeah I get high , i say it’s just for a good time
I’m so broke, beating myself up I wonder why
I was always throwing up only in the night
So broken I can’t cry
So frozen with a fucked up mind
And Baby I wish you were mine
And with out you Id rather die
Yeah baby I got secrets
After everything I deleted my emotions
I can’t trust no one keeping it cautious
And I’m confused by my dreams
Sometimes I wish they were my reality
Everyone tryna match my energy
And I don’t Fuck with it, let me be
Lookin at my drip, where’d you get it
Tell them don’t worry
If I told somethings you wouldn’t even believe it
I was abusing prescriptions like there ain’t no tomorrow
Stayin away from some Christians, persuaded by the devil
I was mixing the pills with my smoke, you’ve never reached this level
No this isn’t flexing, theyre my problems
After the overdose I still think they can solve them
Mixing pills with alcohol that’s real problems
Ooooooooooo
(Yeah)
Ooooooooo
The mental illness is real
Try to stay positive but I know I’m in hell
This matrix drainin my soul, I wish their was someone to tell
But Every time I poor myself out, I hate myself
Cuz you ain’t never listened to my mind trapped in this cell
They said I’m young and it’ll get better
But I feel like that’s no considering my health
Bitches lyin me I found out with little effort
But y’all make it way to obvious, I feel clever
She said she loved me but I know that was a lie
She said she’s wants me but only for the night
Yeah I get high, i say it’s just for a good time
I’m so broke, beating myself up I wonder why
I was always throwing up only in the night
So broken I can’t cry
So frozen with a fucked up mind
Baby I wish you were mine
And with out you Id rather die
Yeah baby I got secrets
And imma leave it there cuz I don’t wanna go deeper
Oooooooooooooo
(Oh no no no)
Ooooooooooo
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