They say are you ok, I just nod and smile, been rehearsing that answer, for a while, it’s safer then saying im losing my mind so I bury the truth every single time, so dont worry about me, I’ll be alright. That’s what I whisper to myself at night. Even when the silence cuts too deep inside. Im fine im fine im fine enough to lie, say it like I mean it every time, i don’t want to be a burden in your life, so I keep it inside and let it eat me alive. Don’t worry about me I’ll survive, even if I’m barely getting by I gotta deal with this alone tonight. Yeah im fine enough to lie.