Overdose

Life was good until just 2 years ago

Now it's something I used to know

With what I know now

I can't sleep

When those words hit me so deep

What am I supposed to do?

When it is getting close to me

Can't explain my view

Only what sets me free

It'll be okay when I'm gone

One day you'll all move on

Got a dark cloud inside my head

Wonder if I'll ever smile again

I'm back to getting wasted

Missing all my old places

Everything feels so vacant

You'll one day get my replacement

Been a month and a few days

Showed me it was over in a few ways

Maybe one day you can let me go

You know the real me nobody knows

I know you hate me

and I hate me too

But when I'm fucked up on those drinks

I can't hear myself cry

Without them I'm sick

And we all know why

Shots and shots untill the bottle runs dry

I can't let it go

I try but I always know

Need to be held close

When it ends only I know

Life is just one overdose

Please don't walk away

I'm in too much pain to look at your face

Sick of this disease

Need to just to feel free

Shot and shot

erasing all memories

It's taking a toll

Spreading like a rumor untold

Back with a vengeance

No longer one step ahead of it

I just rather sleep today

First came the war

now comes the peace

Guilt and second thoughts haunt dreams

That burden comes with me

Soon I'm out of this mess

Hope you'll miss me

because I won't

Sometimes life just becomes overdose

Life was good until just 2 years ago

Now it's something I used to know

Sometimes life just becomes overdose

Got a dark cloud inside my head

Wonder if I'll ever smile again

Everything feels so vacant

You'll one day get my replacement

Sometimes life just becomes overdose