[Verse 1]
Three fifty-five
I still count the days
Coffee goes cold
’cause I drift away
Your hoodie on
The back of that chair
I talk to the air
Like you’re still there
[Chorus]
I’m one day further from you
And one day closer to seeing you again
That’s how I make it through
When the dark comes crashing in
I keep your jokes in my pocket
Your laugh in my room
Yeah I lost my best friend
My sister
But I’m carrying you
Three fifty-five days gone
And I’m still holding on to you
[Verse 2]
Some nights I scroll
Through our old receipts
Bad pizza runs
And those midnight tweets
The chemo calls
We pretended were fine
You were cracking jokes
As they drew the line
[Chorus]
I’m one day further from you
And one day closer to seeing you again
That’s how I make it through
When the dark comes crashing in
I keep your notes on the mirror
Your name in my truth
Yeah I lost my best friend
My sister
But I’m carrying you
Three fifty-five days gone
And I’m still holding on to you
[Bridge]
I’m angry
I’m tired
I’m scared I’ll forget
The sound of your “hey”
The fights we’d regret
But then I feel you
In small
Quiet things
The way I still talk
Like you’re answering
[Chorus]
I’m one day further from you
And one day closer to seeing you again (oh, again)
That’s how I make it through
When the dark comes crashing in
I keep your jokes in my pocket
Your laugh in my room
Yeah I lost my best friend
My sister
But I’m living for two
Three fifty-five days gone
And I’m still holding on to you (to you)